Divorce tragedy

Today I'm depressed. For personal reasons, I found out that emotionally I'm not well bcz someone in my life has issues w his health that I may not b able to handle. He's so good to me but I don't know if I can live this way. He's not in any harm from these issues but for me I need more than what he has to offer. I hope and pray things get better or I may have to move on. I'm emotionally a mess and right now I feel like hiding out till I feel better. I'm going to isolate myself until I feel better. Y is life so complicated. My life is not in a good place right now. I keep thinking about my future and if it's always going to b a struggle. I'm starting to give up again it's not a good feeling

Divorce tragedy

I've moved and feel so much better. Now that I'm gone, my ex roommate / bf has moved on with someone named debra who is twice my size and supposedly In debt.i think he's with her for financial reasons. He met this girl online and everyone says she's a lonely bar fly looking for anyone who will have her. She is 7 yrs older or more than him, but as long as he's happy (not for long) it's whatever. I'm talking abt this so u can see people like him are out to either use u or make u feel like shit only to make themselves feel better. She will b like his last ex wife, use them and spit them out or vice versa. It was never me it was him. The fact I wasn't financially attractive is y he chose to put me down. Now this other woman will either see him eventually for what he is or she'll b the snake that bites and poisons w out warning. Whatever the case he's already told me she's so fat and tired all the time and spends money like water. What kind of relationship starts out like that no respect behind her back. She's coming over to his house already making future plans they've only been dating for a mo and a half sounds dangerous to me lots of red flags.But karmas a bitch we will see who gets what