Monday, January 4, 2016

Divorce trajedy

This is cathy francis my stalker

Divorce tragedy

Tonight lance matzdorff calls me and had me on speaker phone while his gf slut listening and asked me who I knew and when I realized it hung up on him. I texted him telling him if his gf wanted to know what I knew she could b a woman abt it and tell me personally. She cathy francis left me a message saying she was a real woman and to call THEM back if I wanted to talk. I called him back saying that if he didn't stop harassing me I was going to file a restraining order on both him and his fucking bitch. I knew she was listening and sead it wouldn't b good for her job or her record and stop fucking calling me go to hell both of u. I posted her pic with her and Karl who she fucks on the side while lance is out on the road. The caption if something happens cathy francis and lance matzdorff r the ones to look for. He's gotten out of control and the only reason y he is doing this is bcz his ego was hurt when I left and haven't texted or begged for him so now he is telling cathy I'm stalking and harassing him and God knows what else I had sprint block him completely text calls and messages. He sead I needed to change my mail too. Again he's afraid of restraining orders bcz both his ex wives filed on him and went on his record. He sure is watching his actions w me now bcz I have the text recorded the convo w him having me on speaker and the voicemail cathy francis emphasized w her name and wanting a confrontation. He's blocked but my feeling is he's going to come to the workplace w his bitch to do harm and ma b try to get me fired. I have to talk w my bosses to ensure my safety

Divorce trajedy

Lance matzdorff and cathy francis called me via speakerphone and wanted to know who I knew and tried to explain cathy francis and ex online bf in the pic was not her and sead the message I left her was a different person. If it wasn't her y would he know abt that? So childish he won't leave me alone

Divorce tragedy

I haven't been on in awhile but I'm updating you. Lance Matzdorff and his new gf cathy francis are telling people abt how I was kicked out and now I'm stalking her and keeping tabs on her when lance asked me to find out anything abt her. I told him I wasn't going to go there as a matter of fact she is hanging out w her ex online bf when lance is out of town and ex hubby of hers gets to stay w her when he visits. Karl Horst is cathy ex bf and lance told me she got drunk and slept at karls house. Who does that? I have a bf and would never spend the night w any ex as far as I'm concerned. Lance told me they r just getting to know each other and doesn't mind if she slept around. WOW that's desperate. Lance tells her I'm stalking and won't leave him alone. HAHA HAHA Whose the one who wants to have drinks all the time. Everytime cathy doesn't answer her phone bcz lance is on the road he calls me or if and when there r problems mr lance fancy will b sure to say I'm sorry and I still want to b friends. He treats me like an enemy whenever he feels above me well I'm done w all that and will continue to b strong. I think they deserve each other and hope karma ain't too harsh.

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Divorce tragedy

Today I'm depressed. For personal reasons, I found out that emotionally I'm not well bcz someone in my life has issues w his health that I may not b able to handle. He's so good to me but I don't know if I can live this way. He's not in any harm from these issues but for me I need more than what he has to offer. I hope and pray things get better or I may have to move on. I'm emotionally a mess and right now I feel like hiding out till I feel better. I'm going to isolate myself until I feel better. Y is life so complicated. My life is not in a good place right now. I keep thinking about my future and if it's always going to b a struggle. I'm starting to give up again it's not a good feeling

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Divorce tragedy

I've moved and feel so much better. Now that I'm gone, my ex roommate / bf has moved on with someone named debra who is twice my size and supposedly In debt.i think he's with her for financial reasons. He met this girl online and everyone says she's a lonely bar fly looking for anyone who will have her. She is 7 yrs older or more than him, but as long as he's happy (not for long) it's whatever. I'm talking abt this so u can see people like him are out to either use u or make u feel like shit only to make themselves feel better. She will b like his last ex wife, use them and spit them out or vice versa. It was never me it was him. The fact I wasn't financially attractive is y he chose to put me down. Now this other woman will either see him eventually for what he is or she'll b the snake that bites and poisons w out warning. Whatever the case he's already told me she's so fat and tired all the time and spends money like water. What kind of relationship starts out like that no respect behind her back. She's coming over to his house already making future plans they've only been dating for a mo and a half sounds dangerous to me lots of red flags.But karmas a bitch we will see who gets what

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Divorce trajedy

Well I finally moved out officially it feels good to b free from criticism and abuse. I'm w someone who appreciates me and loves me unconditionally. My ex roommate has been hot and cold towards me but in the end I don't have to live on pins and needles and constantly bieng judged. I don't live in a house w all the luxuries but in a place where I have peace and acceptance and that's priceless. This is not a fairytale ending but a new biggining