The person who owns the house I live in has left me at a bar to spend the night w his ex wife's sister 2 years ago she has a history w him as friends and she got so wasted she had to be taken home which is not close and the person who owns the house left me w no way to get home and his ex wife told me I could stay w her even though she was having a party in the morning he's also not come home claiming he was too drunk and slept on a strangers couch when he couldve taken a taxi home. I'm human and make mistakes but I'm constantly reminded of them so the one doing the judging can never look at his own doings. What's that saying the one doing wrong feels guilty for whatever they are doing and turns it around to the other person. I'm not saying he is but he's done a lot of damage to me and feel it's abusive to instill fear of not bieng able to live where I'm able to build myself up bcz I have to worry about using the money I set aside for real estate for moving expenses I only have 3 years to get something done if I don't I will be cut off alimony w nothing to show for it and that would be the end of ever feeling accomplished or anything. that would crush me hard
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